My first amaryllis affected me much the same way. The big bulb was given to me by my Uncle Ren, my garden mentor, many decades ago, when they were so rare as to be almost nonexistent in my part of the world. Not like today, when every garden centre brings them in to be potted up for winter flowering indoors. (In tropical zones 9 or 10 they survive just fine right in the garden.)
They’re gorgeous, and well worth the investment (the best sell for about 20 bucks) because you can keep them from year to year for more blooms. Don’t even think of throwing them out! I did that with my first one because I was young and uninformed, but in the last few years I’ve wintered them over and had reasonable success getting them to bloom again (instructions follow) , although they’re never as spectacular as the year I bought them.